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 BlogWalking :)Thursday, 1 December 2011 | 11:30 |
 0 Girly Says Hi dan assalamualaikum readers :) act tadi seha blogwalking lah kan . yela . dah bosan2 cenggini . blog lah jawap nye . seha terbace satu post ney . Ya Allah . sedih sangat , smpai seha pun da meleleh kan kan . hurm . neyy pun tak ckp nak copy right actually . hewhew . sory2 . tak tahu orng nye :DD ************************************* "You started to change before you died. I don't know what else to say than to express our canvo in my blog . 10th of May 2010 I just got home from school and i receivedtwo text message from you . I ignored them and went bathing .After taking my bath , I watched tv for awhile and I realized that I haven't replied your message so quickly went to my room to take my cell . I received another 2 messages from you so equally , I received 4 messages from you . You:B ? You:B ? Mana b ? You:Reply la :( You:B?mana b?knapa lambat sangat balik? I was seriously waay too scared if he might be scolding mefor not replying his messages for quite awhile. So quickly messages him, to not make him worry about me. Me:Sayang?Sorry tak reply td . I balik sekolah terus mandi td . Then I tgk tv terlupa msg you. Sorry? You marah ke? You:Oh okay okay. Tak, I tak marah. Tp jangan buat I risau k bie? Me:okay okay . sayang , I'm sorry . You:Tkpe , mwa mwa hehe . B dekat mana ni? Me:Dekat rumah.Lepas ni nak pegi makan dgn mak.You? You:Ala ,nak makan dekat mana? Jumpa lah I b :( I dkt cabin. Bosan . Me:I LAPAR ! You:Makan dgn I k bie? Me:I want to but mak suruh teman dia lah syg You:Okay okay. I main badminton dgn budak budak lah. Me:Okay, Take care busuk. You:Mana ada busuk. B ah buchuk macham, Kalau balik awal , dtg rumah I :( Me:Eh sejak bila jadi rempit? okay, tgk lah dulu. You:Takda tgk tgk. Kena juga Me:Ye yee You:Alaaa Me:Huh? You:B marah? Me:Eh tkda ah . karut je You:Hm, Okay Me:Aiyk? You:Dtg! Me:InsyaAllah, kalau sempat. Kalau tak sempat, Jumpa malam k syg? You:Okay b, B . I nak main badminton jap? Me:Okay okay.Bye.Love you. Take care dear. See you You:Okay, Love you so much. Take care too.Miss you love you.See you too. B jumpa I jugak harini, tak kira :( Me:Okay syg. don't want that sad face You:Okay okay :D dah Me:Main happy lagi, K bye You:Mwa, Love you But then, I didn't manage to came and meet him in the evening. So I did meet him at night (The last night we spent our time together). So my mum sent me to his condo at 8 something. But he wasn't there then i messages him. Me:Mana you? I kt cabin dah You:Jap.I tgh siap nak turun b After a few minutes , my friends came and sit in a table with me. And we talked and laughed waay too much. And after a few minutes laters then, hecame but yeah, I know he wouldn'tcame to me first. So he went to cafe to buy cigarettes if i'm not mistaken. After that, You came to me and sit beside me. Then my friends seemed curious when they looked at arwah. Alyn:Man,asal muka kau lain do? Bay:Aah doh! You:Mana ada lain lah.You,muka I lain ke? Me:Ntah,macam sama je kot. Haha.Lain ke dia, Eryn? Eryn:Aku rasa sama je Fine then, When we got bored. we went to badminton court to play badminton. And yeahs,I was the one who took the racquet and you asked me to put back because you wanna spend your time with me at that night. You:B, takyah lah main. Dduk sini dgan I. Me:Ala, kejap je lah You:Mhm , okay When I was playing the badminton. you can't stop staring at me while smiling. Everytime I looked at you, you were staring at me and smiling. And after a few minutes, Isat beside you and hold your right hand. Me:You, knapa you lain harini? You:Mana ada I lain b. I sama je Me: okay okay Then after 10 minutes kot, Nisha asked me to accompany her to the lobby. And I said okay.But you refused to let me go. Then I told you that it takes 5 mintes . Then you said k.When I came back to the court. You were playing the badminton with icantrecallwho . When I entered the court, as most of the people know that the door sounds annoying and when I opened it, everyone will look at me and you shouted "B" . And I said "Oh Hai" with a very weird face. I was just making an annoying face like that hehe . And at 10.30pm, he took me to in front of the court You:*Holding my face. B pandang I. Me:*Staring in his eyes You:Ingat ni sampai bila-bila. I sayang you sgt sgt. Ingat ni, Sayang sgt sgt . Me:I pun sayang you sgt sgt *Small laughs You:I sayang b sgt sgt. Jgan tinggal kan I. k? Me:Ye lah, I dah promise kan dulu? knapa you lain ni? You:Mana ada I lain lah syg. I sama je After a few minutes then, mu mom called and asked me to go home. Then, Me:Youuu! You:Haaaa Me:Nak I balik pukul berapa? You:Ala, tak bole balik. Kena dduk dgn I Me:Betul betul boleh tak? You:Betul lah. Ala, jgn lah balik :( Me:Mengada eh. (On the phone , Ma, amik lagi 10 minutes lah Mak:Okay After 10 minutes later, mum messaged telling that she already at the guard house. Then I told arwah, he quickly take my both hands and say You: B, Ingat apa I pesan dekat u tdi smpai bila bila tau Me:Okay okay, I promise lah you. Pinky swear? Hahaha You:Hehe, Pinky swear. *kiss Me: Babaii You:Babai, I love u so much. take care Me:Love you too, and you too You:K bie Then I ran to mum's car and suddenly you shouted 'YAYA, I LOVE YOU!'. Then I shouted 'I LOVE YOU TOO MUAH MUAH' . That was the last time I heard your voice. Till now I'm still wanting and needing to hear you woice again, and allover again. But I know I can't. I hope your peace and surely, in a better and the best place. When I was in my car, I could see badmintom court and you were there, flying kisses to me. That's so sweet of you. And that was the last time I saw your face. your smile and your everything. When I reached home, you messages me You:B? Me: Eh hi. Cepatnya You:I rindu b. Me:Alololo . rindu you jugak sayang You:Tgh buat apa? Me:Tkda buat apa apa. You? You: Sama lah . Lapar Me:Pergi lah makan You:Nak pergi makan dgn Alfiq boleh? Me:Oh okay, Pergilah . take care You:K, jap . nak siap I didn't reply. Then, You:B? Me:Yes? You:Napa tak reply? Me:Lah, cakap nak siap . You:Okay okay, I dah nak pegi makan tau. Me:Okay, take care k. You:Okay, B nak drive jap. Jpg I msg balik. Me:Alright, elok elok After a few minutes , You:B? Me:Yo You:B jgn tinggal kan I? Me:Sayang, knapa dgan you ni? You:Tak, I takut b tinggal kan I Me:Mana adalah :'( You:Alololo , sorry sorry, Dah dah Me:Jgn cakap camtu lagi You:Okay okay, b I nak b ingat ni sampai bila bila, I sayang b sgt sgt. Ingat ni! Me:Okay sayang, I pun sayang u lg Lebih! Then you didn't reply my messages. I was kinda curious, but I don't know why that night I didn;t feel like calling you.I did asked my sister, where are you, why don't you reply my text and so on. My sister asked me to call you but I but I just don't know why I didn't make the things that I used to do, which is trying to reach to reach you and messages you till you replied mine. I didn't want to brother ypu lepak with your friends, maybe. So I fall asleep while waitig for you. I managed to sleep only for a few minutes. Then, Nisa called me. I didn't hear her calls at first. But then, my sister wake me up telling that there's someone calling me. I answered her call and I was waay 'mamai' that time. Me: Hello? Nisa:Ya? Yaya okay ta? Me:Okay je.knapa? Nisa:Ya. Aiman dah tak ada Ya. Me:hah? Nisa:Ya. Aiman dah tkde. wake up . wake up. Me:Jangan mengarut lah Nisa *I end the call Right after I end up Nisa's call . Amar (Eryn's boyfriend) call me. Amar:Hello Ya? Me:Ha? ada apa? Amar:Wei, aku dkt gate kecik Emerland Me:Ha?Asal? Amar:Wei, Ya , Aiman kau dah tkde au.Dia accident. Me:Weii. Betul betul lah . Amar:Betul lah . kau nak dtg tak? aku amik kau. Me:Aaa, takpa ah. Bye *End Then I quickly told both my parents that Aiman has already became arwah. My dad asked me to go take my wudhuk and pray all the best for arwah. So I quickly go and give Yassin to arwah. I repeat the surah, loads of times non-stop. There were loads of friends calling and messaging me but I managed to answer only some of them because I didn;t know what to say. My mind was blank angd all I thought that moment was, only ARWAH. And the saddest phone call I received on that morning was from Hazmie. He cried when he was on the phone with me. We didn't get to say anything than crying out loud.I couldn't stop crying and Hazmie told me to be strong. I didn't say anything, I couldn't stop crying. Oh God , I can't believe I'm srying right now, Hazmie, thanks for the supports k. Sayang kau! After half an hour later,my dad asked me to go to the horpital with him. My mum dad and my sister followed to the hospital. When we've arrived there, the first person I saw, was Kak Aisyah (Aiman's eldest sister). She came to me ang hugged me waay too tight! And both of us couldn't stop crying. After that, I hugged Aiman's mom. She was crying too but I can't believe that she was waay to strong accepting the fact that her son was not here anymore. I meet some of my friends there. all I can say is I couldn't stop crying. My eyes look asdfghjkl I don't know what to say. At the hospital, I didn't stop giving Aiman non-stop Yassin. Then, after half an hour later, someone shouted 'Amirul?' . Everyone stood up and quickly go to the 'forensik' 's room And the only 'thing' we saw was . Allahyarham Amirul Aiman's body. right in front of our eyes. I cried out loud. And it was the last time I hold his face.. He was so cold. And he look different. There ws a scar on his head. It was because the BANG he had in the accident. I don't know how to say this, my mind was so blank that time and I don't believe that I cried waay too bad that time" **************************************** Hewhew . dah abis . dah meleleh ke? nah tisu comel utk awak :') best kan . sedih+sweet , okayy bye . Assalamualaikum :DD |
